Robert Schnase, Senior Pastor (956) 686-3784 Office
First United Methodist Church (956) 664-0204 FAX
4200 N. McColl Road RSMcFirst@aol.com
McAllen, Texas 78502

Autobiographical Information

Family:
Wife of 23 years, Esther Washington Schnase, high school English teacher
Sons, Karl, 15, high school sophomore, active in church, scouts, chess club, choir
Paul, 12, seventh grade, active in church, scouts, karate, chess club, choir

Education:
Perkins School of Theology, SMU, Master of Theology, Cum Laude
University of Texas at Austin, B.A. Psychology, Phi Beta Kappa, Summa Cum Laude
Instituto Latinoamericano de Idiomas, San Jose, Costa Rica (language study, four summers)

Church Service:
1989-Present - First United Methodist Church, McAllen, Senior Pastor
Downtown aging congregation with declining numbers. Developed strong young adult ministries, extensive Christian education, outreach programs. Ministry expanded beyond facility. Relocated to 18 acres. Attendance has grown four-fold, and continues at accelerating rate. FUMC has strong staff, excellent lay leadership, model stewardship development, expanding bicultural work, and is a mission center for South Texas.
1984-89 - Wesley UMC, Harlingen, Senior Pastor
During five years, attendance doubled, young adult and children’s ministry flourished in aging congregation; grew from financial struggles to fully paying apportionments, expanding ministry, and building new classrooms and office facilities
1982-83 - British Methodist Conference, Farnham and Alton Circuit, Pastor
Circuit of five churches for one year, arranged by Perkins School of Theology
1981-82 - Perkins Internship, First UMC, McAllen, Associate Pastor

Publications:
Ambition in Ministry: Our Spiritual Struggle with Success, Achievement, and Competition,
Abingdon Press, 1993
Testing and Reclaiming Your Call to Ministry, Abingdon Press, 1991
Editorial Consultant, New Interpreters Bible, 12-Volume Commentary, 1992-2001
Contributed chapters to:
Weaver & Stapleton’s Grand-parenting and the Spiritual Journey, 2004
Weaver & Stapleton’s Reflections on Marriage and Spiritual Growth, Abingdon, 2002;
Ruben Job’s A Guide to Retreat for All God’s Shepherds, Abingdon, 1994;
Articles in Circuit Rider, Quarterly Review, Colleague, Pulpit Digest, Christian Ministry

Awards:
2003, Moody Endowment and Hesta-Stuart Trust grants (for Border Friendship Commission at FUMC,
McAllen, coordinating work in Mexico & South Texas),
2003, Lilly Foundation Clergy Renewal Grant (to develop models for bicultural ministry)
1998 Statewide and 1993 Regional, Texas Department of Human Services Volunteer Services Award,
(Recognizing FUMC for services addressing children, poverty, and hunger)
Five Star Mission Church for ten years, (Conference award for FUMC, McAllen)
1988, Denman Evangelism Award, Foundation for Evangelism, (evangelism)
1988, United Methodist Publishing House Circuit Rider Award, (church growth)
1984, Senior Preaching Award, Perkins School of Theology
1984, Flinn Outstanding Senior Award, Perkins School of Theology

Ecumenical, Community, and International Work:

Harlingen Ministerial Alliance, Past President
McAllen Ministerial Alliance, Past President
Harlingen Family Crisis Center, Board of Directors
Leadership Harlingen (community leadership development) Steering Committee, Chair
Leader/Participant/Translator, Volunteers in Mission Teams and work projects in
Honduras, Mexico, and the Texas Rio Grande Valley.

General and Jurisdictional:
2004 Clergy Delegate to General and Jurisdictional Conferences, Second Elected
2000 Clergy Delegate to General and Jurisdictional Conference, First Elected
2000 Chair, Subcommittee on Deacons, Elders, Local Pastors at General Conference,
Higher Education and Ministry Legislative Committee
2000 Chair, Jurisdictional Nominations Committee
1996 Clergy Delegate to Jurisdictional Conference
2000-2004 Jurisdictional Episcopacy Committee
2000-2004 Board Member, General Board of Higher Education and Ministry, (GBHEM)
2002 & 2003 Retreat Leader at GBHEM National Gathering of Chairs of Orders, Atlanta
2001-2003 General Secretary Search Committee, GBHEM
2002 Supplemental Committee on Finance, GBHEM
2000-2002 Board of Directors, UMR Communications
2000-Present Executive Com., Texas Methodist Foundation, Grants Committee Chair
1996-Present, Board of Directors, Texas Methodist Foundation
Retreat or workshop leader on Orders, Leadership, or Clergy Self-care–Oklahoma Conference, New
Mexico Conference, Northwest Texas Conference, Little Rock Conference, North Arkansas Conference, North Alabama Conference, Tennessee Conference, Memphis Conference, Rocky Mountain Conference, West Ohio Conference, Perkins School of Theology, General Board of Global Ministries

Annual Conference and District:
2000-2004 Conference Committee on Episcopacy
1998-Present Bishop’s Convocation Coordinator for Southwest Texas Conference
1997-Present Chair, Order of Elders, Southwest Texas Conference
1997-Present Executive Committee, Conference Board of Ordained Ministry
1992-Present Conference Board of Ordained Ministry
1992-Present District Committee on Ordained Ministry, Former Chair for two years

Former Service:
Conference Task Forces -
1994, Supervised Years of Probation Revision;
1993, Clergy Evaluation;
1992, Apportionments;
1991, Sexual Harassment Policy;
1989, Restructuring
UM Campus Ministries University of Texas-Pan American, Board of Directors, five years, two as Chair
UM Refugee Children’s Advocate Program, Board of Directors, two years
District Council on Ministries, five years service, two years as Chair
District Church Locations Committee, eight years service
Candidacy mentor, Probationary Supervising Pastor, Local Pastor mentor
Assistant Secretary for Annual Conference Sessions for five years

Hobbies:
Running marathons, studying Spanish, traveling Central America, collecting
antiquarian Methodist hymnals, photographing birds, canoeing, kayaking,
and anything my sons let me do together with them!


Questions for Candidates

1. Why are you willing to be considered for election to the episcopacy? How would you
describe your strengths in ministry? For the office of Bishop?

The members of our delegation were asked to trust our discernment process as we considered Episcopal endorsement, and not to refuse participation. For several years, individuals have invited me to consider the Episcopacy. During the two-month period of discernment, laity and clergy colleagues identified in me gifts for the office of Bishop and encouraged me to use those gifts for the church. After much prayer and conversations with family, staff, and church members, I consented to trust the discernment process and see in the endorsement a mark of God’s calling. For me, the outward call--the invitation and encouragement that comes through the body of Christ–has preceded the inward call, the inner assurance that serving God faithfully requires openness to this. I’ve reached an assurance that my decision is for the church and not for me, and I have accepted the endorsement, humbled by the affirmation of my delegation and enthusiastic about the prospect of meeting people from throughout the Jurisdiction to talk purposefully about the work of the church.

My willingness to be considered grows from a desire to contribute the best I have to the purposes of Christ and to the church I love, to use my talents and resources to help the church fulfill its mission, to use my passion and skill and leadership to help the church change lives, influence society, and redeem the world in the spirit of Christ.

I bring a deep passion for ministry, a love for the church, an inclusive and collaborative style of leadership marked by unrelenting forward motion in fulfilling Christ’s mission. I’m an able communicator and a skilled administrator. I can visualize where an organization needs to be when the task is complete and work with people to take steps to arrive there together. People describe me as able to keep myriad details in mind while maintaining focus on the big picture, as able to articulate purpose thoughtfully and effectively, as gracious and fair in my treatment of people. I offer a fresh vision and innovative approach to complex issues. I listen to voices that are sometimes not heard. Lay and clergy trust my motives, competencies, and spiritual grounding. My local church work has taught me to love congregations, and to work in constant collaboration with laity. My work in South Texas has taught me to value, support, and develop multi-cultural ministry. My work on the Board of Ordained Ministry, the Order of Elders, and General Board of Higher Education has provoked in me an urgency for recruiting, enhancing, and supporting quality church leadership, lay and clergy.

To the office of Bishop, I bring a pastoral heart, a collegial leadership style, effective organizational skills, extensive cross-cultural experience, an ability to work with people across the theological spectrum, and a willingness to make hard decisions. As evidenced in the churches I’ve served, I bring a considerable experience in leading through change, and helping churches transform their ministry in a way that invites and involves younger generations and that expands the focus of ministry beyond traditional cultural boundaries. The vision of an annual conference does not come only from the Bishop, but emerges as a shared vision from the spirit of God working through the lives of people to address the challenges before them. I believe I have the gifts and leadership ability to be an effective Episcopal leader with a style that is gracious and flexible, open and accessible, but always focused on service in the spirit and name of Christ.

2. What do you consider the critical issues facing the United Methodist Church? How would you respond in your role as bishop to each?

A. Local churches need to reconnect with a sense of mission. The mission of the United Methodist Church is to make disciples of Jesus Christ. Paragraph 122 of the Discipline says we make disciples as we, “proclaim the gospel, seek, welcome and gather persons into the body of Christ; lead persons to commit their lives to God through baptism and profession of faith in Jesus Christ; nurture persons in Christian living through worship, the sacraments, spiritual disciplines, and other means of grace...; send persons into the world to live lovingly and justly as servants of Christ by healing the sick, feeding the hungry, caring for the stranger, freeing the oppressed, and working to develop social structures that are consistent with the gospel...” Local churches need to find something in this description and make it their own, their passion and purpose.

Churches need a purpose that draws them out of themselves, moves them beyond simple self-preservation and institutional survival, and renews in them a sense of Christ’s purpose that connects them to the community and world around them through evangelism, mission, social witness, children’s ministries, seniors’ programs, or to fulfill whatever task God has given them to address. Too many churches are closing in on themselves and becoming less relevant to the people around them. In rapidly growing areas with shifting demographics, reconnecting to the mission of the church may require crossing boundaries of race, language, and class in a more intentional way. In areas of declining population or economic setback, this may mean asking what God would have us do to influence the community in a positive way and help its people adapt the new realities with hope and compassion. Some churches discover their purpose by connecting to people in other parts of the world through mission.

Churches need a profound “why” to drive their mission, an understanding that Christ calls us to ministry despite all the obstacles that sometimes seem so obvious. With a “why” clearly in our hearts, we can discover the “how”, the steps that will help us remain faithful.

The role of the Bishop is to remind churches, pastors, and laity at every opportunity of the significance and urgency of our mission, that God has placed us together in the United Methodist family for a purpose. Bishops invite and encourage risk-taking, celebrate innovation, and demonstrate through their personal witness what it means to offer oneself in service to the purposes of Christ.

B. The recruitment, education, deployment, support, and supervision of capable, gifted pastoral leadership must be a priority for the future of the church. Many conferences experience a shortage of Elders, and almost all conferences see fewer and fewer young adults offer themselves to full-time Christian service. Local pastors offer excellent ministry, but many conferences are asking more of their local pastors than they can possibly give. Persons who enter full-time ministry at middle age are bringing unimaginable riches to the church, but their abundance obscures the shortage of younger adults who are discerning God’s call to ministry. Bishops must work with the Board of Ordained Ministry, the Board of Laity, and with conference youth leaders to help create a “culture of calling” in local churches, youth and campus ministries, and at gatherings of laity. Laity and pastors must become more intentional in identifying people who are gifted for ministry, and inviting them to explore how God may be calling them into leadership in the church, either as ordained clergy or as lay church leaders. Helping to develop quality pastoral leadership may be where a Bishop can influence a conference the most during his or her tenure, and it should be among the Bishop’s highest priorities. Conferences need to explore new ways to train and prepare for ministries in cross-cultural settings. Most pastors enter ministry under the influence, encouragement, and prayerful support of many lay people, and so we need to invite laity to focus on their essential role in cultivating talented people of all ages for service in the church.

C. A third critical issue is that many of our congregations do not reflect the community where their churches are located. Through demographic shifts in the community around them, many of our congregations address the needs of only a small segment of the population. The future of our church depends upon our ability to figure out how to invite, involve, and develop leadership and ministries that are more diverse and inclusive. Adapting to these changes will not cause us to lose our identity, but will help us reclaim our identity and our purpose.

Bishops should cast a vision of multi-cultural and multi-racial ministry. We need to become a denomination that easily and naturally invites, welcomes, and assimilates into ministry and leadership people who are different from the majority in the congregation. My passion for bi-cultural ministry and my experience in South Texas have taught me that congregations can adapt their worship and congregational culture to become more inclusive. I believe the conference has an obligation to encourage and support training for pastors in cross-cultural and bi-lingual ministry and in work among lower income families who are represented less and less in our congregational life in United Methodism in the United States. John Wesley feared that we might become an affluent church and lose the spirit and power that drove Methodism in our early days. We have become an affluent church, and now I believe Wesley would have us ask how God would want us to use that affluence for the purposes of Christ. Part of the answer lies in our revitalizing ministry among those who are living in poverty.

D. A fourth critical issue is continued development of lay leadership at the local, district, and conference level. In some conferences, a real partnership exists between laity and clergy in prioritizing, planning, and completing work. In others, laity are only invited into ceremonial roles in planning, but are asked to help fund and support projects they’ve had little participation in preparing. Laity are major stakeholders in any decision the conference makes and yet often have little influence. The key challenges our church faces in the future will not be addressed or resolved by clergy alone, but only with the full participation, ownership, and leadership of laity. The Bishop plays the pivotal role in demonstrating partnership ministry by including laity in all significant conversations, prioritizing, and planning for ministry at all levels of the church.

3. What would be your leadership style regarding the local church, the districts, the conferences, and the general church?

Regarding the General Church, I would limit involvement as much as possible to focus attention on the Episcopal Area to which I was assigned.

Within the conference, I would help in defining and refining a clear, shared vision, and work to assure that resources, plans, and programs are aligned with the priorities of the conference. I would practice a collaborative style that involves significant conversation and engagement with those who hold a stake in decisions we make. I would work closely with Conference committees and staff, including CFA, to know the impact of Conference decisions on local church ministries. At the District level, I would seek to meet with laity and with clergy for conversations about the local church and the conference. I would solicit feedback and evaluation. As shepherd and pastor, I would lead in prayer and worship, and seek to offer support and encouragement to pastors and churches in special need. Lay and clergy who attend annual conference should leave at the end of our sessions with a clear sense that their time has been well-spent, has served the highest purposes of the church, has made a difference in the lives of people for Christ, and that they have been treated fairly, their opinions have been heard, and the spirit has been present, even when decisions are made with which they disagree.

Our future depends upon the effectiveness of the local church in making disciples of Jesus Christ, and so I would seek as much contact as is practical in local churches, attending services, preaching, and volunteering for hands-on mission projects.

In all my work, I’d represent the role of Bishop as accessible, approachable, gracious, good-humored, energetic, thoughtful, encouraging, Christ-centered, given to service, and inviting into the ministry of the church.

4. When divisions and polarities exist within your area or within an annual conference in your area, how
would you respond?

Conflicts are inevitable in organizational life. Bishops are called to strengthen the unifying elements of our common life without compromising the mission of the church. While they should not foster unnecessary controversy, they also should not fear conflict. No organization progresses toward its mission without resistance and conflict, and if they wish to lead the church, Bishops must demonstrate an ability to handle the stress of occasionally disappointing people.

I respond to divisions with a conciliar, non-reactive posture that keeps people engaged in dialogue. I remain accessible and foster a sense of fairness, and I immerse the process in prayer. I try not to avoid or deny the presence of real differences and divisions, and I seek to listen and help others with an awareness of the pain and fear that those involved may be feeling. The goal is to orchestrate conversations so that people with differing views learn from one another and achieve a workable respect. I seek to cast a vision of the church and of ministry in Christ’s name that moves people beyond their mutual mistrust toward a new future. I remind people why it’s worth it for the purposes of Christ to come out on the other side of conflict at a better place. I take the long view. Most conflict does not arise overnight, and resolution, healing, and reconciliation take time.

Conflict is exhausting and exacts a toll, but it is the terrain through which every Bishop must walk to unify the church and lead it forward in its mission. Passionate disagreement should be possible and permissible within our covenant. The Bishop’s role is to create an environment in which the conflicts and passions diminish their destructive potential and the church can constructively harness their energy.

5. Describe your understanding of the consultative process as it relates to Staff Parish Relations Committees of local churches and to clergy and their families?

The principal purpose of the appointment process is to further the mission of the church. Consultation is a means used to assure that appointments are made strategically and appropriately, with due consideration to the needs of churches and of pastors and their families. Churches need to have a voice. The local church must be able to clearly state its mission, and the qualities of leadership necessary to be effective in that setting. And pastors need to be able to express their sense of call and readiness for the work of ministry in various settings. The Cabinet plans strategically, taking into consideration the present and future needs of churches and the importance of professional development and of long-term deployment.

The consultative process is on-going, requiring many points of contact between local church, pastors, superintendents, and the Bishop. While there may be local variations, the consultation process must include at least these key elements: an opportunity for church Staff/Pastor-Parish Relations Committees to express their priorities and needs to the Superintendent; a parallel opportunity for pastors to communicate their sense of call and the particulars of their family situation; a more lengthy conversation between the Superintendent and those churches and pastors anticipating a move; a thorough inventory session with the Cabinet and Bishop that culminates in matching the needs of the churches with the gifts of the pastors in the most strategic deployment possible for the mission of the church; the appointment of pastors to churches, communicated through the Superintendent, followed by introductory meetings; the fixing of appointments, unless extraordinary concerns arise that cause the Cabinet to reconsider.

A few additional observations: First, most consultation processes would be strengthened through greater communication with the SPRC by the District Superintendent. Second, the appointive process will continue to become more difficult and complex until we address issues of clergy recruitment, training, competency, and supervision. Third, despite all the studies supporting the effectiveness of longer pastorates, most conferences still move pastors too frequently, and conversations that initiate moves come more often from clergy than from SPRC’s. Fourth, most Cabinets wait too long to deal decisively with ineffective clergy. Fifth, clergy and churches alike would benefit from transition seminars that help clergy and their families deal with the challenges of relocation, and that equip SPRC’s to handle the emotional and practical concerns of pastors leaving and coming.

6. Should the church define the limits of our theological pluralism? If so, how? If not, why not?

For generations, the United Methodist Church and its predecessor churches have been anchored by a standard of beliefs contained in the Articles of Religion, the Standard Sermons of John Wesley, and Wesley’s Explanatory Notes on the New Testament. This establishes a core, and limits only those beliefs that violate the core. It focuses our common beliefs while allowing for disagreement in non-essential matters. I do not think it is necessary to try to further define those standards. This Wesleyan core defines our theological identity while inviting continued theological exploration. Our theological task requires a continuing effort to understand the content of the Christian faith and to apply it to our contemporary world. One of the tasks of a Bishop is to encourage and invite theological dialogue, exploration, learning, and growth, and to see that the work we do together rests upon a foundation of faith derived from scriptural witness and our Wesleyan heritage.

7. What vision do you have for the United Methodist Church for the 21st Century?

The mission of the United Methodist Church is to make disciples of Jesus Christ. I pray the church moves away from mere institutional survival and beyond internal conflict to live out the full meaning of its purpose. My vision is of a strong and growing United Methodism, confident in its mission, effectively shaping disciples, offering ministries of justice and compassion, with congregations that reflect the great diversity of our communities. The Episcopal office and denominational agencies exist to serve this mission, primarily as it is fulfilled in the local church.

I pray for a unifying spirit in the church that pulls us out of ourselves, beyond our lesser allegiances, and to a higher understanding of the Body of Christ. Connectionalism is not a bureaucratic strategy that John Wesley invented; it is a spiritual reality that John Wesley discerned, that our purpose, task, and responsibility for Christ’s work extends beyond our own particular locus and point of reference. Connectionalism is at once persevering and resilient while also fragile and easily fragmented. For the purposes of Christ, United Methodists must accept the gift and task of communion and work for its fulfillment.

I pray for better plans and processes by which the church recruits, trains, deploys and supervises committed, capable clergy. This involves an invitational posture toward gifted people who may be considering the call to ministry, supporting our seminary students, encouraging cross-cultural experience, and developing support systems for clergy that keep them in touch with their calling and with their colleagues. I envision a partnership in ministry between clergy and laity in which pastoral ministry is marked by excellence and laity are equipped for their calling, effective in their discipleship, and full participants in the ministry of the church.

I envision a church that comprehends and accepts a global mission. A global church joyfully accepts the task of ministry together with cultures around the world, and strives for a culturally and racially diverse church at home. United Methodists must determine how to make disciples, model justice and peace, and form congregations in creative ways that reflect the diversity of our communities and the global scope of our mission.

8. If you could have your wish, what changes would you make in the way in which the United Methodist Church is structured and where would accountability lie for any boards, commissions, committees, and councils that might exist in the structure?

Most restructuring ideas involve ways to squeeze budgets, lay off people, consolidate functions, and make the organization more efficient. We should support efforts that reflect better stewardship and accountability. But most reorganization plans for the general church help us avoid the issues that obstruct our effectiveness. They do not help us deal with the real threats to our future, such as the aging of our congregations, the difficulty in recruiting and developing quality clergy leadership, the inability of most of our churches to reflect the racial and cultural diversity of their communities, and the challenge we have in assimilating young adults into spiritual leadership in our churches.

At some point, the United Methodist Church will have to face the fact that our concept of connectionalism is evolving and cannot be defined principally by our support of General Boards, that congregationalist sentiments are rising, and that local control is going to be more important in the future than it was in the past. Members prefer local missions to conference missions, and conference projects to general church priorities. We have real theological conflict and regional differences in our connection that create mistrust and suspicion. The dialogue that helps us come to terms with these significant issues is unlikely to take place at General Conference because the setting does not lend itself to careful, reflective resolution of significant conflicts of interest, ecclesiology, or theology.

Here are a few principles that guide me in my understanding of structure. First, all local and denominational structures are more effective when they reflect the mission of the church. Second, we should increase cross-board communication and collaboration to make our ministry more effective and reduce duplication. (Like other people, I could tell many stories of negative or confusing experiences with General Boards.) Third, agencies must be accountable to their Boards of Directors and board members must take the task of accountability seriously. (My involvement in the creation of a Finance Committee for the GBHEM is an example.) Fourth, we should maximize flexibility at the local level to help churches adapt their structure to their mission. Fifth, all agencies and boards need clear lines of accountability so that there is always an answer to the question, “Who is responsible for....?” Finally, at the conference level, the Bishop should work closely with CFA, the Conference Council, the Board of Laity, the Trustees, and the Board of Ordained Ministry. The Bishop should know the impact of decisions about insurance and pensions on the life and ministry of the local church and the pastors who serve them.

9. In what ways would you lead the Annual Conference(s) in being sensitive, missional, and inclusive of ethnic persons, women, clergywomen and clergy couples, both in general terms and in relationship to cabinet appointments & conference leadership?

In appointment making, in the selection of the cabinet, and in the nominations process at annual conference, the Bishop has the responsibility for reflecting the diversity of the church. The “glass ceiling,” the narrowing of options for appointments for ethnic persons, the perception that clergy couples represent a problem for the Cabinet, differing standards for different ethnic groups--in faithfulness to our mission and in accordance with our commitment to open itineracy, the Bishop has the obligation to avoid these corruptions of our covenant.

The Bishop’s cabinet must be inclusive. Inclusiveness must play a major role in the nominations processes to committees, boards, task forces, and in leadership of worship. It is through our practice of inclusiveness that we are able to hear perspectives we do not ourselves possess. The more diverse the leadership of the conference, the more likely we will make decisions that serve the whole church.

10. Where do you see the priorities of your ministry as an Episcopal leader, and how will you balance these priorities with other responsibilities of the office and your family?

Professionally, my first priority would be for the area I serve, to provide vision, direction and leadership to the conferences. The Bishop should be highly visible, engaged in the work of the conference, and work actively with laity and clergy to support the mission of the church.

Personally, I have a young family with boys in high school and junior high. This presents a different image to the role of bishop than many conferences are accustomed to. I’ll be carving out time for my boys’ choir concerts, scout camp-outs, and chess tournaments. I enjoy canoeing and kayaking with my sons, and I’m a dedicated runner. I will seek sanctuary from time to time with family or alone by taking study or work trips to Central America. I see these activities as significant for myself and my family and also as important to model for the conference. Pastors need physical and emotional distance from their work and they need to be anchored by an identity beyond their pastoral role. I take this seriously. Clergy self-care has been the focus of much of my writing and retreat leadership among clergy. Pastors need outside experiences and activities that give delight, and that make family and play and art a part of their being.

11. Tell us about your faith journey including a high point in your ministry and one of your greatest disappointments.

In Spring, 1995, I experienced the period of my ministry most deeply marked by disappointment. I was serving my sixth year as pastor of First Church, McAllen, and we had developed a long-term plan for ministry downtown and were pursuing the plan with enthusiasm and success. We had seen attendance double, evangelism was flourishing, mission was thriving, and we’d had hundreds complete Disciple Bible Study and the Walk to Emmaus. The practice of tithing was sustaining ministry in astounding ways. We expanded and remodeled our historic facilities and were actively seeking more property for parking. We negotiated for a key piece of property, the lynch-pin for further development and growth downtown. In March, we agreed to purchase the property. Two days later the property owner backed out, and increased the price to a cost the church could not prudently pay. I was devastated by the news, as were the Trustees and other leaders of the congregation. With the loss of that property, our long-term future viability was at stake. We could maintain ministry at current levels, but the strategic plan for downtown would never come together as we had hoped. The same day that the property deal failed, my father-in-law died unexpectedly, and I received news that a close colleague in ministry had died of breast cancer. I went through a period of personal grief and loss, and tried to fathom the meaning for the future of First Church with the futility of our long-term plan. The personal losses caused me to reconsider the purpose God has for my own life in the time I have left to live, to love, to minister. It became an opening to re-examine my call and what God was preparing me for. The church set-back caused me to rethink the nature of our mission and to try to discern a future that was faithful to God in light of the limitations we faced.

In May, we held a Trustees lunch meeting. The mood was grim. People ate in silence. The chair talked through the property deal in solemn tones. Nobody commented or asked questions. I felt as hopeless as everyone else. Then a young woman put down her sandwich and said, “It’s not just about the parking, is it? It’s about the fact that we have out-grown this facility, that we don’t have room for our children. It’s about the fact that my own parents can’t attend here because this building is not handicapped accessible. God is asking us to think about something we never would have thought about before. The long-term future of our church is somewhere else.” Immediately an active and positive discussion ensued about relocation. I was amazed! At the end of the meeting, the Trustees voted unanimously to recommend to the Board a feasibility study on relocation. Four months later, after careful study and much prayer, consultation, and communication, the church voted overwhelmingly to relocate. The Spirit moved through the congregation with power and excitement as we came to a new vision of our future, and we dedicated ourselves to the task of building a faithful, welcoming, mission-focused, bi-cultural church that would serve this community for generations to come.

The high point of my ministry is the current period of the church’s life, after relocation in May, 2002. We are now ministering in 80,000 square feet of new buildings wonderfully designed in the same South Texas Spanish Romanesque style that we had downtown, positioned on 18 acres at a highly visible intersection. Our attendance has doubled again since 1995, and we have received nearly 250 new members since our relocation 18 months ago. One third of our new members are Hispanic and more than half of our new members are young adults. The church and school employs forty-five people, including three pastors, a Christian Education Director, a Parish Nurse, a Border Missions Coordinator, a Day School Director, and several other specialized part-time professionals. Our budget increases by more than 15% per year and in each of the last six years our income has exceeded expenses by more than $30,000. We’ve completed three major capital funds campaigns, including one for our future sanctuary that exceeded all expectations by raising 4.65 times our previous year’s budget. The church is thriving.

The two events are connected. God was working in the difficult challenges and hopeless moments to refine our vision, redefine our purpose, and restore a greater future than any of us could imagine. God gave us the courage, through our loss, to risk a new direction. We would not be the church we are today if we had not experienced the failure of our original plan. I would not be the pastor I am today without the loss and grief of Spring, 1995.

12. As a bishop how will you most effectively motivate both clergy and laity for ministry?

It is the Holy Spirit who motivates clergy and laity to compassion, service, worship, and sacrifice. The role of Bishop is to point to the life, death, and resurrection of Christ, and by personal example and prudent leadership, to invite people to participate in the greatest task ever entrusted to us, the task of offering Christ and the abundant life that comes with a life lived in relationship to God and one another.